Something I wrote many moons ago to get through a hard time. Sometimes just writing down our insane thoughts that don’t actually reflect our true selves gives us permission to let go.
Feeling
Do you ever feel the need to have something wrong happen in your life? Something catastrophic that changes the course of your life even if its for bad? Is it just to feel? No i feel things everyday. Is it because I am not satisfied with my life? Most all of the time i am very satisfied and when i am not it is usually a false emotion of anger or sadness simply masking my satisfaction. So why then do I sometimes imagine a tragedy befalling my family or a disaster forcing us to move states or even continents and cherish the thought of it? Is it me? Am i wired wrong? Or is there a prey trapped inside our predatory body yearning to be unleashed? Do we all wish to have danger reveal itself in its darkest form so that we may run from it, feel the fear course through us, so that we may actually survive? Because i am not surviving, i am existing.
Breezy Mulligan 
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